A Bestfriend from the past..

A "best friend from the past". WHY? Here's the story. I had this super best friend, we met and we were classmates during first year college, we instantly clicked and we became super best friends. We were more than like sisters, we call each other "utol ko", kasi to the highest level talaga ang closeness namin. We talked over the phone for hours kahit halos everyday kami magkasama, pag nagbabaon ako or sya, we made sure na for TWO. We share our deepest secrets, we exchange letters every now and then, as in parang iisa lang ang isip at puso namin. Kung baga, What I know, she knows. What she feels, I feel and vice versa. I also gave her the "notebook of my life and passion" haha! Before kasi, mahilig ako gumawa ng poems, and drawings tapos may meaning, that notebook was like half of my life, ganoon yon kahalaga sa akin, and I gave it to her. That's how much I trust and love her, that's how close we were. I only stayed for a year in that school, although ganoon parin kami, pero syempre our time aren't the same, minsan pag may labas ang barkada. Then I don't know what happened, we lost touch, and even though I still have her YM (yahoo messenger), her skype, her friendster (ito pa uso non) and I keep on sending her messages, I received no response. Minsan once in a blue moon hanggang "kumusta" lang. So I don't know what went wrong. Ako, I'm a type of a friend na super i-reach out kita para everything will get back on how we used to be, it may took years but I'll try my very best to bring back the friendship that we had. But dumating din sa point na I get tired, I don't know why, I don't have any idea pero pinaramdam nya sakin (and even sa buong barkada since MIA sya) na parang inaalis na nya kami sa buhay nya. So after years of reaching out for her, I "kind of" finally gave up. Just last month, one of her letters that was posted inside my cabinet that was there for more than 10 years now, I finally removed it, but I kept it naman. I told myself na, "this letter doesn't deserve this space anymore" anyway I haven't seen and talked to the letter sender for 5? 6? 7 years?? PRESENT: And then just an hour ago, I've been sending messages to some of my friends in facebook whose online, wala lang nangangamusta lang. Then she was online, (we're friends in FB kahit di kami naguusap, I added her pero hanggang dun lang), although sometimes I saw her online and nate-tempt ako to send her a message, Hindi ko na ginawa. For me, Im tired and done of reaching her for years and Im kind of "letting go" of her and our friendship. 

And now here we are, exchanging messages, explaining, reasons, it seems like nothing changed. (Aside form the fact that there is, really). We still talk like the way how we used to. I miss this girl so much. Maybe, yes, there is still a part of me that I wanted to bring back the friendship that we once had. :)

Mommy and Baby has a Sty :(

Kirsten has a sty (kuliti), she got it from me. :( I had this for a weak, it became swollen and it has a puss on it. I didn't know, it was my first time, didn't know din that it's contagious. :( It's itchy and painful, actually I haven't had enough sleep for 2 days tapos nakakaluha sya. I used to tease friends who had it, old tale kasi sabi nagkakaroon ng kuliti kapag nanilip ka. haha! Wala naman ako sinilipan? So since 'twas my first time and i don't know what to do, google to the rescue! :) *Apply warm/hot compress in the area 4-5x a day, for 10-15 minutes. A day after mine was healed, si kirsten naman. sorry baby. :( nakakaawa sya kasi I know the feeling of having it and knowing what she feels caused me guilt and pity for my baby. Hindi pala biro ang kuliti. So we went to her pedia and she advised us to warm NOT HOT compress the problem area for 10 minutes, 3-4x a day and apply an Opthalmic drop once a day. The medicine she gave us is FUCITHALMIC. Her sty was already swollen, feeling ko the puss will came out na anytime soon, sabi sa google, di naman kaylangan punta sa doctor BUT kapag more than 1 week na and all the eyelids were affected, then that's the time to seek help from a doctor, pero since hindi na kaya ng puso ko, 4th day, I brought her to her pedia. I applied the medicine when she was already asleep hirap kasi when she's awake malikot. ayaw nya. Kaya when one of the person in the house has a sty, we should be more careful, he/she shouldn't share things like cloth, bed sheets etc, especially pag may baby para hindi makahawa.

I was looking for a photo of a baby who has a sty from the internet, and this one made me laugh! So this is the face of a child who suffers from a painful sty. :D

Why I am Here? :) First ever Post! :)

Hi, I'm Ysa. Married last December 05, 2012.A wife, and mother of a wonderful little girl whom I gave birth last May 09, 2012. Right now, I'm a Financial Executive of Life Insurance and Investment Company. :) But, I used to worked for the government for 3 1/2 years. Environment from public and private offices we're different. But good thing I easily adjusted. Oh by the way, I was a stay at home mom for 2 years in between these two, I chose to look after my baby though she has a nanny to watch over her but I chose to witness her firsts and be with her 24/7 anytime of the day. I just wish that I can be with her all the time, but Mommy has to work. Financially and for my self growth.

During my college years, I used to blog also. Just random thoughts and events. But hindi ko sya kinareer. So this blog is meant to document the new chapter of my life. As a wife and as a mother. As a woman, as a person. Everything and anything. 

I would like to share and exchange ideas with my fellow mothers and sisters in the planet of earth. :)) I would love to have new friends. Meet new interesting human beings. :))

For comments, feed backs and anything under the sun, you may leave a comment or e-mail me ysansingson@yahoo.com